How you make me feel

Even wen your miles away da feelin of wonderin
if you want me or not is here and never goes away...
Sweet love we make cherishing the moment...
but as time goes by the moment fades away....
Chills thru my body sentiual touches...
Loving dis feeling then the feelin goes away
My mind constantly rumaging thru old thoughts
past heartbreaks, past wrongs...and this feelings here to stay...
Why must you be everything I want "we" dats not in life...
The one dats feels so right but mentally is killing me so wrong...
Do you care that your stares to other females..
it's like im not there
you change the conversation
but it still doesn't change our relations...
the ashameness I feel wen you around me
like were not together like dere is no "we"
Why does the love we share hurt oh so bad..
why is the feeling i'm alwys left wit sad...
Tearing me up inside.... Tearing me up inside
Why why why....do i continue....
it's like returning to painful venue...
the venue that I love to hate...
Cus i hate to love you...
Jealousy over powers my problems
cus i have so much to be jealous of...
how i'm not dem how they got more of you den me..
how you didn't shy away from feelins towards them in public
Am I that ugli,out of shaped, not enough indian in me
our have my insecurites taken over...
your the reason for dis feelin
dis feelin i feel everyday
this why i feel dere is no reason to be
You and TEY
~Teylor Cooper~ Aug10,2007